What happened to February? I think I blinked and POOF! it's now March.
I've been incredibly busy with work the past 6-8 weeks now and am ready to do a mandatory slow down. It's hard to cope with all the stuff that life is when things get unbalanced. The scales have been tipped WAY too far over into work. With the economy the way it is, I worry about making sure I do everything I can to keep my job and my work as good as it can be. I think though even with putting in too much effort, I ended up with things that fell through the cracks and didn't get done. So, my efforts were, well, just efforts. So, I am taking the pressure off and just doing what I can within a reasonable time frame called a "work day".
Right now I feel like I'm missing a lot of things. Missing the emotional connection with all that I care about in this funny little world. I miss my kids, my hubby, my friends, my scrap paper & glue, my camera, a clean house, control over the things I can control (are there any?!), warm weather, walks in the neighborhood, and hearing the voices on the phone of those I care most about. Hi Mom! :)
I have Spring Fever like nobody's business. I want a new hair cut. One that has swish and swagger. Color that is bright for the season. I'm ready for light colors & fabrics. Please come, spring - and soon!
March is reading month - I'm sure all parents out there with kids in school or teachers can relate. So, what are you reading? I'm reading Eclipse by Stephenie Meyer. Yep, the Twilight series. The third book. I'm not sure why I keep reading them. The plot is not thick, the writing is not clever, and the characters are just ok. I'm a sucker for a happy ending when it comes to love. Will Edward & Bella's love be everlasting? Hehe. Probably not but I'll read these books any way. Just in time for Spring & Summer when I can breeze through some more intensely interesting and lovely. Maybe. ;)
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Monday, January 26, 2009
Two kids & their sleds (and one cold Mom!)













The story:
Last weekend, it was cold, of course, but we could no longer resist the urge to go sledding. It was actually considered a "heat wave" at 15 degrees. LOL The girls & I bundled up and attempted the small hill in the school yard. It served as a warm-up (no pun intended) for us.
Then, we decided that the snow was too powdery and that we needed to try the large hill at Indian Springs Metro Park. Oh, did that hunch ever pay off. It literally is the largest sled hill I've ever seen! It was cool because not only were there kids sledding, tobogganing, & tubing down the hill - they were snowboarding too! Which is also great because the kids can learn before going and spending $40+ dollars to go to the nearest ski hill (Alpine down the street). Well, my girls did not snowboard but we tried our green disc sleds that Santa brought. Wowza was that FUN!! It's been years since I've gone and I think we'll be making this trip way more often. I decided I do need to invest in some snow gear though. Just a hat, gloves, and boots doesn't exactly cut it. This is some serious sledding.
Tonight we are going to a PTA sponsored event at the toboggan run "The Fridge". It will be a blast - this is normally a water park/slide in the summer, if you can picture that.
I'm sharing some photos with you and two videos from last weekend. Enjoy!
Friday, January 23, 2009
I'm FABULOUS!

I know you're not surprised. ;) I am so thrilled...the incredibly talented Frances awarded me the "My Blog is Fabulous" award! I know that my family and friends love my blog, but now others (at least Frances) loves it too. Now I must list five addictions and tag 5 other bloggers!
1. Scrapbooking - I have fallen head over heels with this hobby. Yep, finally got one! ;) I adore all the ladies that challenge, inspire, and make me laugh over at The Scrap-Room message boards.
2. Coffee - Mmmm how I love everything about it. The smell, the temperature (cold or hot!), the flavor, and most of all the comfort that it brings to my every morning. In the winter, it's often the afternoon & night, too. I have a thing for mochas - Starbucks or Biggby. Tim Horton's is still cheap, delicious, and on the way.
3. Lately, NPR. I love listening to all the information as well as the cool segments I wouldn't otherwise learn about. Marketplace with Kai Risdoll at 6 PM on my way home is my favorite.
4. Anything orange. I love it! Check out this cool blog that is mostly all About Orange.
5. The internet. I heart checking out blogs, scrapbooking sites (TSR!), eBay, Etsy, Facebook, and of course, email.
Here's some blogs that I think are fabulous that I visit often - consider yourselves tagged!
Monday, January 19, 2009
Weighing In (A "REACH" post)

I am deeply affected by the words of Brene Brown, in response to a recent Oprah segment/article. She has so much to say about compassion, integrity of leading an authentic life, and most of all shame resilience. She often speaks to my soul on her blog and I am hoping to pick up her book soon. I am in a "REACH" inside mode right now and attempting to identify so many things that will hopefully bring me to a more authentic life, and healing for the many bruises that I carry with me. I am finally ready for the journey. Her entry last week made me think a lot about my body image and how the vision of a perfect self sometimes gets in my way.
This is the time of the year that so many women add dieting and modifying their weight to what they'd like to resolve to change for this year. I feel that getting fit, eating a diet that will keep a healthy body, and maintaining that over time is so important. How each woman defines what that is is different from woman to woman. I do think setting goals and making the commitment to changing what you need to is a great thing. What I want to write here today, though, is about the shame that many women carry around - myself included.
I wish instead of the images of women that we are bombarded with - you know the ones that have long legs, a perfect derriere, volumptuous curvy breasts, and perfect hair & skin - we could be shown the true varied body types and be ok with them. That we wouldn't stop and critique. The media hounds celebs that are too thin or that have gained or are overweight and smears the headlines with their lack of "perfection". That crap continues to perpetuate the awful notion that all women should be a cookie cutter of the next, and if we dare to be anything other than that, well we must be undesirable, imperfect, less than/more than, and should change ourselves to meet those standards of beauty.
I wish we could lift each other out of the misconceptions that we seem to think should define us. If that is what feminism means, than call me one. I hope we decide to look to one another and share enough to break through those transparent images. What makes you authentic, individual, and beautiful? Embrace that we can all be true to ourselves - be vulnerable, be courageous, and don't hide behind the misconceptions.
I have been underweight for my entire life and have struggled with my perception of what I should look like. It is often that I allow others' opinions of me direct my body image.
"You must be able to eat whatever you want!". Yeah, and those 4 pieces of greasy pizza, a cup of ranch dressing on what was a healthy salad, and 39 grams of sugar that are in my Coke really pay off.
"Don't you ever eat?" Never. I have 3 cups of coffee in the morning and basically pretend to eat only when people are watching. It's how I keep my teenage boyish figure. When I want to feel good about myself I eat pizza, salad, and drink Coke. (I'm being sarcastic of course!)
"You are really skinny!" Wow. I still don't understand why people think it's a good, positive thing to blurt out the obvious on someone's physical appearance.
Seriously, this would apply to anyone - insert how tall, short, big or small you are into that statement. Why can't we just say anything other than that during casual conversation? I'm sure if we tried we could get really creative.
Of course, everytime someone says something ridiculously obtuse like the above, I fall hopelessly into a path of shame. Which of course, leads to destructive food behaviors. It's a vicious cycle if I allow it be. Food behaviors are not just for those that are overweight, but those that wish to add 15 lbs. so that they can feel perfection, too. This is usually a very private battle for me and I'm ok with sharing today for some reason. I think being honest is what I can't help being and I hope by sharing my vulnerability with all that read this, I am being my authentic self - and I'm learning to embrace it.
I know I need to work on giving up that image of what I think I should be and embrace what I am. A petite woman with a powerful soul and a big heart. I've never put that into words quite like I have today. Much love to you all today. What makes you authentic, individual, and beautiful?
This is the time of the year that so many women add dieting and modifying their weight to what they'd like to resolve to change for this year. I feel that getting fit, eating a diet that will keep a healthy body, and maintaining that over time is so important. How each woman defines what that is is different from woman to woman. I do think setting goals and making the commitment to changing what you need to is a great thing. What I want to write here today, though, is about the shame that many women carry around - myself included.
I wish instead of the images of women that we are bombarded with - you know the ones that have long legs, a perfect derriere, volumptuous curvy breasts, and perfect hair & skin - we could be shown the true varied body types and be ok with them. That we wouldn't stop and critique. The media hounds celebs that are too thin or that have gained or are overweight and smears the headlines with their lack of "perfection". That crap continues to perpetuate the awful notion that all women should be a cookie cutter of the next, and if we dare to be anything other than that, well we must be undesirable, imperfect, less than/more than, and should change ourselves to meet those standards of beauty.
I wish we could lift each other out of the misconceptions that we seem to think should define us. If that is what feminism means, than call me one. I hope we decide to look to one another and share enough to break through those transparent images. What makes you authentic, individual, and beautiful? Embrace that we can all be true to ourselves - be vulnerable, be courageous, and don't hide behind the misconceptions.
I have been underweight for my entire life and have struggled with my perception of what I should look like. It is often that I allow others' opinions of me direct my body image.
"You must be able to eat whatever you want!". Yeah, and those 4 pieces of greasy pizza, a cup of ranch dressing on what was a healthy salad, and 39 grams of sugar that are in my Coke really pay off.
"Don't you ever eat?" Never. I have 3 cups of coffee in the morning and basically pretend to eat only when people are watching. It's how I keep my teenage boyish figure. When I want to feel good about myself I eat pizza, salad, and drink Coke. (I'm being sarcastic of course!)
"You are really skinny!" Wow. I still don't understand why people think it's a good, positive thing to blurt out the obvious on someone's physical appearance.
Seriously, this would apply to anyone - insert how tall, short, big or small you are into that statement. Why can't we just say anything other than that during casual conversation? I'm sure if we tried we could get really creative.
Of course, everytime someone says something ridiculously obtuse like the above, I fall hopelessly into a path of shame. Which of course, leads to destructive food behaviors. It's a vicious cycle if I allow it be. Food behaviors are not just for those that are overweight, but those that wish to add 15 lbs. so that they can feel perfection, too. This is usually a very private battle for me and I'm ok with sharing today for some reason. I think being honest is what I can't help being and I hope by sharing my vulnerability with all that read this, I am being my authentic self - and I'm learning to embrace it.
I know I need to work on giving up that image of what I think I should be and embrace what I am. A petite woman with a powerful soul and a big heart. I've never put that into words quite like I have today. Much love to you all today. What makes you authentic, individual, and beautiful?
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Right Now
Taking the same method as another blog I visit, here's a snapshot of life right now -
Out of my window: It's dark but cold with snow everywhere (we got about 6 inches this weekend).
I am wearing: Fleece sweats, a Michigan wolverines sweatshirt, Halloween skull socks, cozy slippers, glasses, & a ponytail. I'm quite the sight.
I am hearing: The washing machine on spin cycle, the squeak of the dryer tossing, the fireplace fan, & the TV - Golden Globes!
I am thinking: I don't want to go to work tomorrow. I know it will be a busy week. Wow does Colin Farrell look hot. I always wanted to be an actress/singer. What am I going to wear tomorrow. I'm tired. I wish I would have finished one more layout. I hope my pillows are dry soon so I can go to bed.
I am thankful for: A warm home, a loving family, a good job, antibiotics for Michaela, the wonderfully lazy weekend I just had, the photo of my sister's growing belly that I received on email, the internet, my blog viewers, clean clothes and dryer sheets.
I am creating: Scrapbook pages for my albums; tags for a swap, & a gift for my Mom; a to-do list for the week.
I am going: to bed soon.
I am hoping: the rest of the family stays healthy for a spell. No more colds! I get my projects done on time. I can keep momentum at work so I can feel good about my job. I can hold myself together this week.
I am reading: A romance novel. I'd type the forgettable title but it's upstairs. Around the house: Everyone is sleeping. It's tidy but not the cleanest. I need to do some scrubbing.
One of my favorite things: Chai tea at night. Yum. & Hibernating in the basement. I didn't leave the house since I arrived home on Friday.
A few plans for the rest of the week: Michaela has dance, Megan has Brownies, Kevin & I are bowling with friends on Friday. There's lots more but terribly boring. ;)
Out of my window: It's dark but cold with snow everywhere (we got about 6 inches this weekend).
I am wearing: Fleece sweats, a Michigan wolverines sweatshirt, Halloween skull socks, cozy slippers, glasses, & a ponytail. I'm quite the sight.
I am hearing: The washing machine on spin cycle, the squeak of the dryer tossing, the fireplace fan, & the TV - Golden Globes!
I am thinking: I don't want to go to work tomorrow. I know it will be a busy week. Wow does Colin Farrell look hot. I always wanted to be an actress/singer. What am I going to wear tomorrow. I'm tired. I wish I would have finished one more layout. I hope my pillows are dry soon so I can go to bed.
I am thankful for: A warm home, a loving family, a good job, antibiotics for Michaela, the wonderfully lazy weekend I just had, the photo of my sister's growing belly that I received on email, the internet, my blog viewers, clean clothes and dryer sheets.
I am creating: Scrapbook pages for my albums; tags for a swap, & a gift for my Mom; a to-do list for the week.
I am going: to bed soon.
I am hoping: the rest of the family stays healthy for a spell. No more colds! I get my projects done on time. I can keep momentum at work so I can feel good about my job. I can hold myself together this week.
I am reading: A romance novel. I'd type the forgettable title but it's upstairs. Around the house: Everyone is sleeping. It's tidy but not the cleanest. I need to do some scrubbing.
One of my favorite things: Chai tea at night. Yum. & Hibernating in the basement. I didn't leave the house since I arrived home on Friday.
A few plans for the rest of the week: Michaela has dance, Megan has Brownies, Kevin & I are bowling with friends on Friday. There's lots more but terribly boring. ;)
Monday, January 5, 2009
Just Like Me?

So, kindergarten starts and her stories about Thomas were endless. HE was the cutest boy ever or so she thought. I asked her, "Why do you like him, Megan?" to which she replied, "Oh, he's funny like Daddy." Adorable, I know, right? (We ran into Thomas who was with his Grandmother at a craft show. He was darling.) Here's where we get to this being a big deal. This year, she decides she's all into Jayden. He's apparently cute and hilarious, too. One evening last month I joined the PTA group for their annual meeting at the local watering hole. It was fun and I wanted to branch out and see if any of these ladies were fun to hang out with. They are. I introduce myself and begin to share that I have a daughter, who is six, yada yada. Three of them exclaim, "OH, YOU'RE MEGAN'S MOM!"
Huh?
I find out that Megan has caught the attention of a Patrick, a Logan, and an already famous Thomas. In fact, she's all they spoke about over summer vacation. *Sigh* You should see the look on Kevin's face and the shake of his head whenever this stuff is mentioned. It's disdain for anything male and the inevitable trouble this fantastic little lady is going to be for us and those that decide to come near her.
Today, this Monday in January, it's Cameron. He's likely to have the cutest dimples anyone has ever seen. I do know that all this will eventually will warp into BOY - CRAZY. Mix that with teen-age and there's an instant recipe for wrinkles, the rest of my hair turning grey and a speed dial number to the manufacturer of chastity belts when she doesn't meet her curfew. Do they still make those or do I have to break into a museum? This of course lends me a memory or (ahem) two that I may have of having crushes on boys (Joshua Jackson - first grade - had the most endearing freckles). Maybe she's a bit like me after all.
My daughter may not have blonde hair or grey eyes like me, and may be charming & funny like her Dad, but has all the makings of announcing herself as an official carrier of the boychasing gene.
*Sigh*
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Hey, there stranger!













Thanks for coming to see me while I've been out. It's gotta be like going to the store to find it closed. again. Sorry. But I do welcome returns. ;)
Happy Belated everything! ;) I have been out of the normal email, blog posting, blog stalking, & anything-that-resembles-my-routine routine!
I have been doing a lot of cleaning, organizing, scrapping, & any other entertainment kind of stuff. I am probably going to wake up in a fog tomorrow morning and say to myself, "Wha-at happened?" I think I remember how to get the kids up, lunches made, clothes ironed, hair did, make-up on, and drive to school & work before 9. ;)
No, really, I enjoyed having so much time off of work and so much to do and celebrate. I really cherished time with my husband, kids, family, and friends. Unfortunately, if you are far away & not within the mix of my activities, you were probably missed altogether. I'm thinking ahead this year to avoid the panic that ensues every year come Dec. 20 when I realize I forgot to actually send all the stuff I have for my family that lives at least 5-7 ship days away. I wil get better at that & you'll see why when you read below. I did get some good cards from those with small kids - I love the photos!
And I also get to say publicly, WAHOO! I'm gonna be an AUNT! Well, technically I already am but this feels new all over again because it's my sister Amy's first baby (and her hubby Mark's too - I should probably mention the Dad. lol). Yep, the baby's due in June. Oh, boy the fun I'll be having soon! And by Oh Boy, I mean I really want it to be a boy. A healthy boy that I can send dinosaur stuff to. Cuz those things are cute. My girls are into glitter, pink, purple, yada yada girly stuff. I heart dinosaur stuff. And last time I checked, orange is pretty sweet for boys. ;) I'd be happy no matter what but you know that I'd be buddah rubbing for if she was here. Not that she'd let me. Ok, I'm done. For now. hehe
New bloggy stuff for 2009:
I'm starting a few content parts that you'll see repeated. I'll continue to share bits & pieces of my randomness but along with that, I'll be sharing a story per week. I would like to eventually gather these stories and create a book for the memories at the end of the year to keep with my scrap albums. Also, at least one entry each month to extend the action & depth of my inspiration word. I have decided to play along with Ali Edwards (you know, the lady I go on & on about because she comes up with the best stuff ever!) and chose a word for 2009. It will be echoed here all year through and with my everyday. It is REACH. It encompasses all that I want to add to my life this year. I will reach the goals that I have set for myself and will find comfort in the plan as I work toward them. I will reach out to those that I love more than ever before. I will reach out to those I don't know that are struggling and help (by volunteering and donating as I can). I will reach inside of myself, find the parts of me that I have pushed down into the depths and embrace what is there. I'll be inspired by all that can be gained by extending my REACH.
What would be your word for 2009?
Happy Belated everything! ;) I have been out of the normal email, blog posting, blog stalking, & anything-that-resembles-my-routine routine!
I have been doing a lot of cleaning, organizing, scrapping, & any other entertainment kind of stuff. I am probably going to wake up in a fog tomorrow morning and say to myself, "Wha-at happened?" I think I remember how to get the kids up, lunches made, clothes ironed, hair did, make-up on, and drive to school & work before 9. ;)
No, really, I enjoyed having so much time off of work and so much to do and celebrate. I really cherished time with my husband, kids, family, and friends. Unfortunately, if you are far away & not within the mix of my activities, you were probably missed altogether. I'm thinking ahead this year to avoid the panic that ensues every year come Dec. 20 when I realize I forgot to actually send all the stuff I have for my family that lives at least 5-7 ship days away. I wil get better at that & you'll see why when you read below. I did get some good cards from those with small kids - I love the photos!
And I also get to say publicly, WAHOO! I'm gonna be an AUNT! Well, technically I already am but this feels new all over again because it's my sister Amy's first baby (and her hubby Mark's too - I should probably mention the Dad. lol). Yep, the baby's due in June. Oh, boy the fun I'll be having soon! And by Oh Boy, I mean I really want it to be a boy. A healthy boy that I can send dinosaur stuff to. Cuz those things are cute. My girls are into glitter, pink, purple, yada yada girly stuff. I heart dinosaur stuff. And last time I checked, orange is pretty sweet for boys. ;) I'd be happy no matter what but you know that I'd be buddah rubbing for if she was here. Not that she'd let me. Ok, I'm done. For now. hehe
New bloggy stuff for 2009:
I'm starting a few content parts that you'll see repeated. I'll continue to share bits & pieces of my randomness but along with that, I'll be sharing a story per week. I would like to eventually gather these stories and create a book for the memories at the end of the year to keep with my scrap albums. Also, at least one entry each month to extend the action & depth of my inspiration word. I have decided to play along with Ali Edwards (you know, the lady I go on & on about because she comes up with the best stuff ever!) and chose a word for 2009. It will be echoed here all year through and with my everyday. It is REACH. It encompasses all that I want to add to my life this year. I will reach the goals that I have set for myself and will find comfort in the plan as I work toward them. I will reach out to those that I love more than ever before. I will reach out to those I don't know that are struggling and help (by volunteering and donating as I can). I will reach inside of myself, find the parts of me that I have pushed down into the depths and embrace what is there. I'll be inspired by all that can be gained by extending my REACH.
What would be your word for 2009?
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